// Things about me I’m accepting.//

My personality is abrasive, and I’ve spent years trying to control it, and realize that my trying to “control it” was really me just shutting up so as not to bother people.

Why though? What has it gotten me other than weird self-image issues and my point not coming across?
Nothing? Oh yeah, that helps me a LOT(!)

I curse like a sailor, I’m awkward and loud, I give too much to the wrong people, but also to the right people, and sometimes I just don’t like people. That’s totally okay.
I love myself, even when I hate myself because who the fuck else will? I’m a pain in the ass and I find it hilarious, I’m a smart girl and I’m allowed to *show* it. You don’t like it, fuck you. How about that? That sound good to you?

I do pique turns in my living room, I sing in my car, I wear clear high heels with lights in them, I play video games and think philosophically about Dr. Who. Also sexually, because the things I would DO to David Tennant and Matt Smith will probably put me in hell. If I believed in it.

But I don’t.

Also I’m pretty. I didn’t realize this until like, today, but I’m goddamn adorable! EVEN ON MY WORST FUCKING DAYS! Why did I not know this?

This is a weird post, I know, but I’m in a weird mood. I really just wanna say to anyone who’s felt like shit the way I’ve been feeling like shit for the past year or so, LOVE YOURSELF! I know it seems bad, I went through it to, to the point where I was recently considering killing myself, I’m here to tell you DON’T DO IT! Don’t give the people who hurt you the satisfaction of being able to PRETEND like they got to take in some of the beauty of your presence. FUCK those people. Live for you. If they got a problem with it, tell them to @ me on twitter and I’ll tell them to shut the fuck up for you. ENJOY LIFE! It’s beautiful. The people in it suck, but don’t be afraid to tell those people to fuck off when you need them to.

Sincerely,

Me